ok. I said earlier that if we aren’t changing we aren’t alive

this really isn’t correct because even after our death we are changing as we decay into mother earth

it is all in the circle

today on my morning walk this is the mantra that came to me as I walked along my waterway and the morning sunrise glistened -

the morning light, it cleanses my mind and moves my soul - it moves,  it moves my soul

I sing this as walk and most people that I pass do not even know that I am singing because they have headphones on!

I am just brought to song when I walk the burg in the morning - it soothes my soul and my mind - it centers me for the day.  I am so grateful that my father had the balls to sell it all in KY and came to the burg - he loved it here because the city is setup similar to NYC - streets one way and avenues the other!  how simple is that!  I miss my father so much.

My mother is at my sister’s for a number months while we settle here with shuffling our lives due to our  properties etc.  For the first time, in a long time, I had the best conversation with my mom - moving to the beach is going to be good for us all- I can already tell - I want to take my mom shopping - I haven’t wanted to do that for years! yahoo… i do love my life.

my core has been sore from this oil …. I can feel deep within my core an aching for mother earth and my family’s financial situation given that we have a big piece of our net worth in FL real estate - it feels like an electrical charge shoots through my core - just for a split second - when I think of the sad pieces of the current situation.  It is like the sad truths that I feel have to move through my body and be discarded.  The feeling is similar to the pains I felt in childbirth and also when I had to have a nerve removed from a tooth due to an accident.

When I have witnessed true love truths within me I have seen blue indigo in my vision - it floats around - just a for a second right when I am proclaiming my love truth.  I was shocked the first time this happened, yet now it happens a lot and I recognize it.  In fact, it continues to assist me in moving forward in a true love space - I welcome it like a friend or a lover when I see it floating around in my vision.

cu in more and more indigo i hope,

voh

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